Thursday, June 12, 2008

Animal Cruelty

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So I’m reading a book called Skinny Bitch. It basically talks about all the crap we put into our bodies due to the chemicals necessary for preservation and processing. Not only that, but just how our bodies react to certain types of foods… meat included. If you know me, you know how I feel about killing animals for our simple pleasure. But I just have to put it out there again. There is a section in the book that quotes slaughterhouse farmers and those who have seen the things that go on in slaughterhouses. It is absolutely sick and appalling to read. I read in horror and complete sadness for these innocent animals who are hurt in ways I couldn’t have ever imagined. And for what? Millions of people throughout the world to clog their arteries (by the way, chicken and fish is really not much better than pork and beef). I know there are many people who won’t pick this book up to read. Because of that, I feel the need to share some of these quotes from the slaughterhouse section. Beware… They are graphic. You might shed a tear. Your heart might break. But it’s real. Do you really want to be a part of that? Do you really want to eat something knowing how badly it had to suffer for your pleasure?? And don’t use the excuse that they were put here for that reason solely. I’ve heard it all before, and it’s a poor excuse. There’s absolutely NO excuse for this sickening treatment.

“I’ve seen them take those stunners – they’re about as long as a yard stick – and shove it up the hog’s ass… They do it with the cows too. And in their ears, their eyes, down their throat… They’ll be squealing and they’ll just shove it right down there.”

“Hogs get stressed out pretty easy. If you prod them too much they have heart attacks. If you get a hog in a chute that’s had the shit prodded out of him and has a heart attack or refuses to move, you take a meat hook and hook it into his ass. You’re dragging these hogs alive, and a lot of times the meat hook rips out of the ass. I’ve seen hams – thighs – completely ripped open. I’ve also seem intestines come out. If the hog collapses near the front of the chute, you shove the meat hook into his cheek and drag him forward. Or in their mouth. The roof of their mouth. And they’re still alive.”

“Pigs on the kill floor have come up and nuzzled me life a puppy. Two minutes later I had to kill them – beat them to death with a pipe.”

“These hogs get up to the scalding tank, hit the water and start screaming and kicking. Sometimes they trash so much they kick water out of the tank… Sooner or later they drown. There’s a rotating arm that pushes them under, no chance for them to get out. I’m not sure if they burn to death before they drown, but it takes them a couple minutes to stop thrashing.”

“Sometimes I grab it [a hog] by the ear and stick it right through the eye. I’m not just taking its eye out, I’ll go all the way to the hilt, right up through the brain, and wiggle the knife.”

“Only you don’t just kill it, you go in hard, push hard, blow the windpipe, make it drown in its own blood. Split its nose. A live hog would be running around the pit. It would just be looking up at me and I’d be sticking, and I would just take my knife and – cut its eye out while it was just sitting there. And this hog would just scream.”

“I could tell you horror stories… About cattle getting their heads stuck under the gate guards, and the only way you can get it out is to cut their heads off while they’re still alive.”

“He’ll kick them [hogs], fork them, use anything he can get his hands on. He’s already broken three pitchforks so far this year, just jabbing them. He doesn’t care if he hits its eyes, head, butt. He jabs them so hard he busts the wooden handles. And he clubs them over the back.”

“I’ve seen live animals shackled, hoisted, stuck, and skinned. Too many to count, too many to remember. It’s just a process that’s continuously there. I’ve seen shackled beef looking around before they’ve been stuck. I’ve seen hogs [that are supposed to be lying down] on the bleeding conveyor get up after they’ve been stuck. I’ve seen hogs in the scalding tub trying to swim.”

“I seen guys take their broomsticks and stick it up the cow’s behind, screwing them with a broom.”

“I’ve drug cows till their bones start breaking, while they were still alive. Bringing them around the corner and they get stuck up in the doorway, just pull them till their hide be ripped, till the blood just drip on the steel and concrete. Breaking their legs… And the cow be crying with its tongue stuck out. They pull him till his neck just pop.”

“One time I took my knife – it’s sharp enough – and I sliced off the end of a hog’s nose, just like a piece of bologna. The hog went crazy for a few seconds. Then it just sat there looking kind of stupid. So I took a handful of salt brine and ground it into his nose. Now that hog really went nuts, pushing its nose all over the place. I still had a bunch of salt left in my hand – I was wearing a rubber glove – and I stuck the salt right up the hog’s ass. The poor hog didn’t know whether to shit or go blind.”

Don't support this behavior.

cows r cute


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

How Do You Find Your Center?

We all have those days, right? The days we don't feel like working out at all and would rather eat a bunch of carbs and junk than veggies and whole grains. The days when the kid has had 3 potty accidents within two hours and refuses to even sit anywhere CLOSE to his new potty. The days when all the kid wants to do is dump out his bucket of crayons, hit or head-butt you, and basically hang onto you like a wild monkey. The days when changing a diaper, wiping his face, and putting him into a car seat brings on the biggest tantrums I've seen from this boy.
Sadly, I've had one of THOSE days for the last three! Xander is creeping into his two's now, and I'm not sure how well I'm going to be able to deal with it, as I've been so accustomed to a sweet little cooperative boy! I was hoping this last weekend with friends and tons of fun would recharge my batteries, but it looks like that's not the case.
So how do you cope? Even if you don't have kids, I know we all have rough days, weeks, and months. How do you pick yourself up and get back to your center?

Monday, June 2, 2008

Don't Put It Off... Today Is The Day!

There is definitely something to say about eating well, working out, and just feeling an overall wellness about your body and self. As of today, I am going on my fourth week of really working myself into shape in a healthy manner, and I can’t tell you how good it feels. After battling an eating disorder for the majority of the last 12 years, it is a very welcome change to my life that I hope doesn’t go away any time soon.

This morning, I woke up 30 minutes before my alarm at 5:30 am, and rather than just rolling over and cursing at the sun and chirping birds, I felt a desire to get up, get my workout out of the way, and get a head start on the day. Seriously, that never happens! I guess I’m just feeling an amazing zest for life these days.

I never thought I would feel ok with eating regular meals/snacks throughout the day, but I feel like I am doing great with it. Between protein drinks, lots of fruits, veggies, and whole grains, I feel like I am very balanced in that sense. I rarely have an urge to eat junk food or takeout crap. I have surprised myself by denying delicious CafĂ© Rio splurges at work, but I just don’t have any desire to erase all the hard work I’ve done earlier in the day.

I am also very happy with my ability to stay away from the scale on a daily basis. Those numbers really used to determine my mood. Now I step on once, maybe twice, a week, and I don’t freak out too much if the number hasn’t lowered at all. It was slightly hard at first seeing the scale go up a few pounds at first, because I was eating more than my body was used to, but seeing that it’s going back down in a slow and steady manner is nice to see. But what’s even nicer is being able to see the change in my body. I’m finally seeing some definition and tone.

Anyone who knows me, knows just how much I used to consume coffee and diet soda. I’ll be honest; it was an addiction, and a very unhealthy one at that. I’m happy to say that I have only had one cup of coffee in the last 3 weeks, and I’m limiting it to only one or two cups on the weekends. I also haven’t touched the soda at all either. It’s unnecessary and harmful to my body.

My point to this is that being healthy really can change your life in many ways. Life has not been easy for me, especially in the last year, but I can honestly say that I have not felt this happy and at peace with myself and my body in a very long time, despite all the other tough things I go through on a day to day basis. If you have been putting off getting healthy, today’s the day to stop that habit. I didn’t make any big plans to workout and get started four weeks ago. I really just woke up and told myself I was making healthy changes TODAY. No point in waiting for the next Monday, the next month, the next year, the next whatever. Think about it… take a walk today, ride your bike, take your lunch to work rather than eat out, grab a water rather than the soda. It’s only that easy to get started, and it’s an addicting high that I don’t ever want to trade in for any starvation or fad “diets” ever again.


Sunday, May 11, 2008

Requirements for Mamahood

Patience: If you are a mom, you know how important it is to have patience. Children have this special way of really knowing what buttons to push. They know that if they continue to go into the cabinet with the good dishes and play with them as if they’re made of plastic, steam is going to start flowing out of your ears for the trillionth time… and for some reason, they find that hilarious. They also think it’s particularly clever to empty their bowels about 2.7 seconds after you have just given them a bath and put yummy-smelling lotion all over their bum. This has a way of wearing on a Mama’s patience. The good thing about being a mom is that patience continues to grow thicker and thicker as time goes on, so even when you think you can’t take it any more, there always seems to be a way to dig deep, deep down to find the tiniest bit of patience left.

Flexibility: By this, I don’t mean that you must be able to do a back hand-spring or the splits (although sometimes, those skills may come in handy while trying to juggle the many pieces of “gear” required to go on an outing with your little ones). One thing I have learned as a mama, that has been a tough one for me to swallow, is that not everything is going to go your way. On some issues, the kids just call the shots. I have been quite the control freak when it comes to being a mom, but I am slowly getting better. I now don’t have a nervous breakdown if the kiddo doesn’t go to sleep right at 8:30. I have learned to be okay with an 8:33 bedtime, if he insists on staying up late.

Mind-Reading Abilities: Anyone who has ever been around a child who can’t yet speak full sentences or convey their feelings in plain English (or your preferred language) knows the frustrations involved in trying to figure out exactly what said child wants. Have you ever been around a toddler who just points at things and makes this sound that sounds like a question mark? Basically, it’s a high-pitched ‘uh?’ And he doesn’t just do it once. He does it over and over until you figure out just what he is ‘uh-ing’ about. And then when you have found your way into his head, you realize that he really does know the word that he needed to say, but for some reason, he decided to test his Mama’s mind-reading abilities. This ability, over time, improves to the point that you could pretty much open a business involving a gaudy turban and crystal ball.

Of course, there are many other qualities that are helpful in keeping some sense of sanity, but I believe these are the most important. Being a mama is not easy, but all the difficult moments are counteracted by the many cute and intimate moments that only a mom gets to spend with her child… such as when he sits on your lap and contorts your face into a silly face, or when he will only show you his little tricks because he’s most comfortable with you, or when he gets comfy in your lap to listen to a story...

… it just all becomes worth it.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Timing is the Key to the Game of Life

I don’t believe in there being one person or mate for each person in the world. I believe that there could by many different combinations of couples out there. All it depends on is timing. Where are you in your life and does it match up with where the other person is that you are considering a relationship with?

I can tell you first hand that it really sucks when the timing is off. I am insanely picky. So picky that it drives me insane even. So when I happen to come across a woman that I feel so compatible with and actually start to consider her as a “partner in crime”, I know she actually means something and is worth holding on to.

But then the logical side of my brain knocks on my skull and says, “Hey! Remember when you said you were putting dating and relationships on hold for awhile? There was a reason for that. Do I have to remind you of the many reasons why this would never ever work out for you right now? Yeah, I didn’t think so.” ‘Le sigh,’ I answer. I was hoping I could slip this one past the logical portion of my brain and make it work somehow, someway.

All I can say is that when the timing becomes right for me … like in a trillion (ie two or three) years, I hope to come across someone who completely blows me away, makes me melt, gives me butterflies, and actually gets me…

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like she does

Monday, May 5, 2008

Living in the Now

As I’m sitting here typing up some new recipes I want to try out, my iTunes is on shuffle and a song I hadn’t really listened to before came up. “People” by Jon McLaughlin. This guy’s from small-town, Indiana, like me, and I’ve always been drawn to his music, although I had never really listened to the lyrics of this one.
These days, I hear it all the time. Every new person I meet says they strive to live for today. They claim to live in the moment and not take tomorrow for granted. I am in complete agreement to living this way, and I try to keep that motto in my head at all times.
I have definitely been guilty of saying things to the effect of, “Man, things are going to be so much better as soon as [insert upcoming event such as school starting, new job, different living situation, etc]” And I see it all the time, despite the millions of people stating their mantra that they are living for this moment.
I guess this song is just a reminder to me (and hopefully all of you!) that there is no reason to just wish our lives away, thinking that things will get better in time. You don’t know that tomorrow will come. Make the best of what you have TODAY…. It’s all you are guaranteed! Love yourself. Love your neighbors. Make the changes TODAY that you say you’ll make some day.

“People” Jon McLaughlin

People doing better, people needing more
People writing letters, people get ignored
People saving money and people saving face

We're needing one reason to live in a world
Where nothing is worthwhile 'til it's gone
You spend your life moving on

People wearing nothing and people wearing out
People scared of something, people live in doubt
People going places and people running home
Those who know what grace is and people disowned

We're needing one reason to live in a world
Where nothing is worthwhile 'til it's gone
You spend your life moving on

Give me one reason to care anymore
There has got to be a better way
A road that leads to better days
In the back of minds and corners of our eyes lies the
Reason we're alive... I will love you back
I'll love you back

We're needing one reason to live in a world
Where nothing is worthwhile 'til it's gone
You spend your life moving on

Give me one reason to care anymore
There has got to be a better way
A road that leads to better days

Saturday, May 3, 2008

My How Times Have Changed

I found this hilarious as I was looking through some of my old things... an excerpt from one of my childhood journals:

April 27, 1992
I know Joel likes me because he wanted to sit by me (and he did.) And he wondered what I was going to do at reecass. I said "swing" and then he said he was going to be on swings. But since I don't like Joel then I played something else, he kept on saying "Holly Brill". But I didn't come. (Ha Ha!) The only two boys I like are Zack and Slater. (On "Saved by the Bell") I love them. They are so cute. Ecspacaily Zack.
Love, Holly Brill

I mostly found this funny because I secretly did have a huge crush on Joel but couldn't even admit that to my journal... and also because I really was so obsessed with Zack Morris and A.C. Slater. Oh to be a kid again!